Pam Horne
At 8 years of age Jesus came to me in a dream. He was a man in a white robe. All I can remember is that this man was loving and compassionate. Confused, I told my Mother about it and we talked with our minister.  He prayed with me. I asked Jesus to come into my heart, and I was baptized.  My childhood was unhappy.  Alcohol impacted us greatly.  My parents argued alot. We attended church as a family only for short intervals. My sister & I often went with our grandparents to church. As teens we went with our friends.  I was a backslider. I wanted a way out. Pregnant & married at 16, a mother at 17, my life took a different path.Â
Sin continued to affect me. I wanted to do the right thing.  I went to church.  I believed in the Gospel. My marriage ended after 20 years by my choice. Sex, alcohol, & drugs were the culprits.  I had an 8 year relationship which was emotionally & physically abusive. I got out, sought counseling, and began attending a small church where my aunt and uncle served.  During this time I reached a point where I knew I had to do things God’s way, and I prayed for Jesus to help me. He had been in my heart. I had chosen to ignore Him.  Through my counseling, family, friends, church and precious pastor I was able to heal and by God’s grace I was forgiven.Â
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Praise God He is the God of second chances.  I am not perfect, just forgiven.  I am the happiest I have ever been in my life.  I have a wonderful relationship & a new grandson which I truly prayed for.  I have found a great church family here at FBNS.  Many doors have opened for me especially through my nursing career for me to share and pray with others.  I know God answers prayer because He’s answered many of mine, and I don’t know where I would be today if I didn’t have my faith.
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