I remember one Easter sunrise service when I was twelve, hearing the pastor talk about Jesus being the perfect Son of God. He came to earth to die on the cross for our sins and was buried, but after three days rose again and is alive in heaven. It was as if I were the only person there and this message was for me. I quietly sat there and did nothing. Several months later I attended summer camp. One night the speaker asked how many knew for sure they had a ralationship with Jesus Christ. He asked “If you were to die would you spend eternity in heaven?” I didn’t have that assurance. The speaker explained you needed to admit you were a sinner in need of forgiveness and ask Jesus into your heart, giving Him control of your life. That night I knew what I needed to do. I asked Jesus into my heart.

My life has not been perfect. When I was older, I rebelled against all that I knew was right because I wanted to have control of my life. I suffered consequences because of my disobedience, but God never stopped loving me. When I came to my senses, I rededicated my life and totally surrendered to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I no longer desire to do the things I once thought were enjoyable. My hunger and desire for God’s word continues to grow. I know that no matter what struggles or challenges I may face, my Lord and Savoir is always with me.