I remember as a child wondering why my family had so much turmoil in their lives. There was always something going on keeping everyone walking on eggshells. My parents were not “church goers”. They did encourage my siblings and myself to go to church when we wanted to. Since I had this opportunity I used it as an escape from the unpleasantness of my home. I would be at the church every time there was something I could be involved in. I knew I was searching for something to give me confort and security in my life.

While at church I heard about God’s love and forgiveness for me. John 3:16 took on a personal meaning for me. It says that God loved me so much that He sent His son Jesus to death on the cross so that I may have forgiveness of my sins and eternal life. I realized that I was a sinner (Romans 3:23), and that I was responsible for my own “messes” in my life and I had to personally take them to Him. At Junior High Camp I asked God to forgive me of my sins and take control of my life.

Since giving God control of my life and having a relationship with Him I have found that security and comfort I longed for as a child. I have a peace and a confidence that He is always with me. Accepting His love and forgiveness for me and trusting Him as my Lord and savior has given me the assurance that when I die I will be with Him in heaven.